I can't really decide what I'm doing these days. I want to be happy and cheerful but lately its not my style. I really hate those days where everything bothers me and I just end up crying about it. I thought I would come back from break and be better, but I don't think its gonna work that way. I need my mom more than I thought I would, but she's so busy lately that I don't think she realizes how much I hurt. There's so much goin on at home, I dont even want to think about it when I'm here. One of my friends told me the other day that if i just let EVERYTHING go, i'd be so much better off. She doesnt realize that it really isnt that easy. And I hate when people say that to me. It's useless, annoying, and most of them have no right to say a damn thing to me.
some people just don't get it. They just "forget" all about their friends and they think that guys are EVERYTHING. no one else can exist in their world. It sucks that people get that way. whatever. people just need to NOT be so fucking selfish. GET OVER YOURSELVES.
some people just don't get it. They just "forget" all about their friends and they think that guys are EVERYTHING. no one else can exist in their world. It sucks that people get that way. whatever. people just need to NOT be so fucking selfish. GET OVER YOURSELVES.
